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I've lost my memory.
No, maybe I just don't remember.
Cho In, I'm your hyung.
Lee Cho In!
My idol who returned after 7 years, Sun Woo hyung.
He has changed.
He tried to convince me to agree to father's surgery,
So he sent me to China.
You'll believe me if you see it for yourself, right?
Go to China.
The man from Seoul, Mr Lee Cho In!
Go to the desert.
We always carried out the instructions.
Hyung!
Sun Woo hyung!
At that instant, everything in my life changed.
In chaos, my memory was transformed too.
Unprecedented unease,
Medical skills that only my physical body remembers,
And my longing for hyung.
Now, if my lost memory returns to me,
If I can remember anything at all,
Then I must make an irreparable decision.
Then, then....
According to the weapons held by these escapees,
These people are thought to be escaped military personnel.
We are actively seeking the North Korean government about this.
Lee Cho In.
To verify the identity of these escapees.
North Korean government has admitted that amongst this group,
Some of them are military personnel.
Our local police will take action against these people....
Hello?
Mr Lee Sun Woo?
This is Hanguk hospital,
Your CT scans and MRI results are out.
Episode 5
At the same spot as 7 years ago,
We have found a tumor.
You may have heard at your previous surgery,
A recurring tumor is most likely malignant.
You should get it checked at the hospital soon.
Big Brother!
I'll read you your fortune today.
Let's see how is your luck today.
(*words on the mahjong tiles make a sentence)
China lost to North Korea*.
Leave as soon as you can*.
(*words on the mahjong tiles make a sentence)
You traitor!
Put down your guns.
Now!
Gang Ho, run!
You traitor,
You can't run away anymore.
You jerk, you've become rather capable.
Get them!
This way, come on.
Let's split up.
Gang Ho, don't die.
Hyung...
Hyung!
Gang Ho hyung...
Even as I long for love
Even as I bear deep loneliness
Just because I can see you
Because I can still smile
It's alright with me
Even as I shout out loud
The words that you can't hear
I love you
The one who is loving you
The one whom I love
I've been missing you so I can only cry
Even in pain
Even if it hurts to death
For your sake I will live on
Those words are even deeper than love
Hyung!
Oh Gang Ho!
Comrade Lieutenant.
Didn't you hear my voice?
What were you looking at that got you so engrossed?
Oh Gang Chul, you traitor. We got you now.
We are the local police!
Put down your weapons!
Don't move!
We are security force from the People's Republic of North Korea,
We are military personnel.
This is our identity pass issued by your country, I'll show it to you.
We'll take them.
No, we will have to take them.
What did you say?
These men escaped from our country,
They have nothing to do with your country.
No, we already received report of a drug deal.
So they have to come with us.
Take them!
Let's go.
I'm heading back to Korea now.
The test results for your heart is not good,
You must take your medication regularly.
About Cho In,
I've already requested help from the foreign affairs bureau.
Are you giving up so quickly?
It's been hardly 2 months.
You want to leave this matter to other people, is that right?
I have to check on something very urgently.
I'll be back soon.
Hospital matters are that important to you?
We still don't know if Cho In is alive and where he is,
But to you, hospital matters are even more important than Cho In?
To me, this matter is of same importance as Cho In.
It concerns my life,
It concerns the rest of my life.
It seems I've got the wrong impression.
I think I forgot you're someone,
Who only cares about his own good.
I forgot about that.
Goodbye.
Director Oh,
The problem with the site for constructing the center,
It's best not to let Dr Lee Sun Woo know, just solve it as quick as possible.
He's still concerned with many things about the Neurology Center,
I don't want him to worry.
Anyhow once we can ascertain Lee Cho In's death,
The rights to that piece of land,
Will once again come back to President Lee Jung Min.
Then, you and Dr Lee Sun Woo,
On the President's behalf, can make a decision,
On the usage for that piece of land.
There's no problem whatsoever.
I will call China immediately.
We'll get them to finish up this matter quickly.
What about Chief Kim Hyun Joo?
Did she go to the Ethics Committee meeting?
Yes.
It's being held right now.
It's just a few boxes of medical supplies,
Can we really get rid of her?
Amongst the missing medical supplies,
I've added a few of those controlled drugs.
I stole supplies?
Committee Member Kim, please do not accuse me like this.
In any case, I'm still the chief in the Emergency Dept.
How much are these supplies worth that I must steal them?
Yes, then what is this?
10th November, 11.20pm,
Did you sign any medical supplies issue form?
10th November?
I hear you're going to China, you're taking our medications again?
You're trying to save on airfare?
No, it's not a lot.
Take some more antibiotics and vitamins too.
Really?
Your signature is right here.
Those medical supplies were never used in the Emergency Center.
What did you do with it?
A lot of morphine and Demerol* is missing. (*narcotic pain relief medication)
What did you say?
That wasn't me....
Chief Kim, is this the truth?
Yes,
That's the truth.
I understand.
After this committee have discussed this matter, we will contact you.
Please leave now.
What?
You should have told them the truth.
Tell them that was taken by Cho In for his volunteer medical trip.
That's why you signed it for him.
I did overstep my authority, no doubt.
Who says this is overstepping authority?
Maybe it is.
I know you don't want to betray Cho In, I can understand that.
But how long more are you going to get bullied like this?
Chief,
We should now reveal that card of ours.
Didn't the President give Lawyer Im something?
I think I might have to do that now.
This is the ECG of that emergency patient under surgery now.
Supposing he's having ventricular fibrillation* and undergoing CPR now,
(*ECG shows electrical signal but blood is not pumped out resulting in poor blood circulation)
Fellow* doctors, how would you handle this? (*doctors who have finished residency training)
Well.....
(*used to derive strong increase in blood pressure and contraction of blood vessel, used in CPR)
Firstly, I'll give him an epinephrine* shot,
Then continue with heart massage, that'll do it.
If there's still no improvement,
Then I'll give him another epinephrine shot...
- Chief doctor, - Yes?
What would you do?
Yes, well....
My thoughts are same as this fellow* doctor. (*doctors who have finished residency training)
Are you guys joking?
Isn't this a typical Torsades de pointes*?
(*twisting of points & change in amplitude of ECG, may result in ventricular fibrillation)
Amongst you, isn't there anyone who can give some effective treatment?
Well,
We just need to inject a mixture of 2mg magnesium with 10ml of 5DW*, (*5% glucose)
Only Dr Nam Yong Tae can handle this?
The plan to set up the Neurology Center was announced 2.5 months ago,
Is it Dr Nam Yong Tae the only one who got retrained for ACLS*? (*Advanced Cardiac Life Support)
With such poor abilities, how can you work in my Neurology Center?
If that's the case, you should all resign.
Doctor!
Dr Kang Seok Hun.
I just came back.
You're finally here.
There must be lots to do here at this hospital.
My heart is full of anticipation now.
Yes, on my behalf, there's lot for you to do here.
Ahjussi,
You should smoke less.
In a confined space like this boat hull,
We all cannot breathe properly.
How can you be smoking?
Think about us too.
To think we have to be here like this for 3 days,
I'm just too bored that's why I smoke.
If what they said is true,
It's long enough to make 12 trips to South Korea, you know.
Oh, what stinks?
I told you, you have to tell me first before you pee!
Who's the next one to go toilet?
You.
Yes, you come first.
Yes.
But isn't she the one who just went to the toilet?
Boat fare?
I gave that to you already.
What else do you want?
What else?
Your body, of course.
We'll almost reach South Korea.
Don't you want to get off the boat?
Don't....don't come over.
If you do, I will hurt you.
If I do, what will you do?
Don't come over.
If you come, I'll jump.
Yes, alright.
Go, try to jump.
It's your life anyway, not mine.
Don't come here.
I'll really jump.
Oh, she's really got the guts.
It's up to you! Fine, I don't care, I don't care!
No matter how I just cannot remove the memory of us two
When I close my eyes tight, I find you
Your every shouts to me and puts me in pain
You catch hold me me tightly when I'm swaying
Finally
The tears that are to be hidden
They still flow down on my face
In the end I still must forget
In the end I still must wipe it away
Yes, it's not a big deal
Just like this, slowly it'll be alright
See, even without you
I can still go on
Living
Even as the wind dries my tears
I still have no confidence now
Where are they taking us?
Maybe to a military detention Center.
I've heard about it before,
North Korean escapees who get caught will be locked up there before being sent back.
Comrade Lieutenant,
This scar, did I have it from before?
When you saved me, it was already there, right?
Yes, that's right.
The man in that picture,
The man who was smiling so brightly,
Could he have a scar like this too?
Can it be me?
Or....
Is he someone who just looks like me?
I'm so afraid that you'll regain your memory,
If that happens,
Would you say you're not a North Korean, Gang Ho?
I don't know.
Who am I?
What should I be doing?
I really don't know.
I know nothing.
Get off.
Hurry, hurry!
Get off.
Hurry.
You're the only ones left.
Quickly!
Walk forward.
Stand up straight!
We're disinfecting you.
Comrade Lieutenant, are you alright?
I've lost all my strength.
Stop!
Stop, you bastards!
[North Korea People's Republic surveillance team captain]
Are they the Surveillance team soldiers from the North Korea?
Yes, Captain.
Surveillance team soldiers.
That's fun.
Are you confident?
Comrade Lieutenant,
Comrade Lieutenant!
Comrade Lieutenant,
It's not bad,
To be splashed like that,
I should be disinfected now, right?
Comrade Lieutenant,
Comrade Lieutenant!
Hey,
Anyone?
Hey!
Anyone here?
Hey!
Here, here,
Someone's dying.
Someone's dying here!
You bastards!
Forget it.
You think they'd treat us like humans?
Looking at this man's eyes,
He must be from the Surveillance team soldier.
Yes, that's right.
If so, it'll be hard for him to make it.
Last year, one North Korean Surveillance team soldier
escaped from the detention Center,
The superintendent here
almost had his head chopped
So from then on,
North Korean Surveillance team soldiers never made it out alive.
Tomorrow, he'll have to fight the strongest fella here.
In this state,
How can he make it?
Have you decided already?
Yes.
Please use the Leksell stereolactic* system during awake surgery.
(*a frame placed on head to set coordinates for diagnostic and therapeutic procedures)
The pain of awake surgery* is unimaginable, you know.
(*surgery performed when patient is fully conscious)
Doctor,
I don't have much time left.
I want to see it right now with my own eyes.
Jung Min!
Look what our great Kim Seo Yeon has become!
You've lost half your weight, half left!
What brings you here?
I wanted to come check on you,
So doing interviews is my excuse.
Cho In....still no news of him?
Still not yet.
Almost 2.5 months already.
Whether he was kidnapped or caught in some accident,
There should have been news by now.
What about Sun Woo sunbae?
Weren't you doing this together?
He went back to Korea.
You're....
Not going back?
Jung Min,
I know you're sad but....
This Cho In problem, you can't solve it the way you want, on your own, right?
No,
I will find him. I will find Cho In.
When will you stop searching?
Like when Sun Woo sunbae disappeared,
Like that last time?
Kim Seo Yeon,
When you lost contact with Sun Woo sunbae,
It was like you will die but you survived till now, right?
- Lee Jung Min! - Listen even if you don't want to.
Yes, I survived.
Because Cho In was with me.
Then there must be a reason for Cho In not to come back.
Just like Sun Woo sunbae in the past.
Like Sun Woo sunbae? What do you mean?
Sun Woo sunbae, didn't he mention anything to you?
Yes, with his personality, it'll be odd for him to tell you.
Although this comes a little late, Sun Woo sunbae was sick before.
What?
7 years ago when you had the heart transplant surgery,
Sun Woo sunbae.....it's not that he didn't come back, he couldn't.
Because at that time, he was too sick to come back.
Are the coordinates out yet?
Yes, X, Y, Z, it's 143, 64, 99 respectively.
No decimal points.
Can we start now?
Yes.
(*anesthetic used to reduce surgical pain on scalp)
We'll do local anesthesia now, Lidocaine*.
Knife.
Drill.
Insert steel frame according to coordinates.
Out of my way.
Wow, that's fast.
Shocking.
At the next sports meet, he should run the final leg of the relay, you think?
His butt is on fire, how can he not run fast?
But this time around, no more problems, right?
We have to settle this matter first before we go looking for Lee Cho In,
And we'll have to save the President too.
For now, that's all we can work on.
Where, oh, where?
Vice President, there's trouble!
What is it? Why are you in a panic?
The Board of Directors' office issued a notice to call for an urgent meeting.
Call for urgent meeting?
Someone has objected to the proposal to construct the Neurology Center.
Who agreed to put up such a notice?
Anesthetic Dept, Dr Kim Jin Kuen.
Then it's the doing of Chief Kim Hyun Joo.
She's putting up her last struggle, is there a need to worry so much about this?
No, Director Oh, you don't understand.
Kim Hyun Joo already knows that the rights for the Neurology Center is in Lee Cho In's hands.
We're the only ones who know about that, how did Kim Hyun Joo find out?
How did this news get leaked out?
Well, before the private lawyer came to us, it seems he went to visit the President first.
I think that's where they met.
And Chief Jo Hyun Taek was the one who told me.
Director Oh,
Don't be too worried.
There should be news from China soon.
Hyung-nim,
Don't tell me we have to locate Lee Cho In's body?
It's been some months now, how can we find the body?
How is that even possible?
Boss, you're looking for me?
That ring, was it Lee Cho In's?
No, it is mine.
You took the ring, you pay up.
You're awake.
Young Ji, you're finally awake.
Jin Ho, you're Jin Ho, right?
We went to school together. Seo Jin Ho, right?
That's right.
But where am I?
Am I back in China again?
No, it's Seoul. South Korea, Seoul.
Seoul?
[We are trying to share your pain and hope by conversation from our heart.]
You're awake, Ms Oh Young Ji.
They are NIS* personnel taking care of us. (*National Intelligence Service)
Welcome to South Korea. We need to ask you some questions.
Can you please come with us?
Mother, father, brother,
I've arrived in South Korea.
I came ahead first, you must come soon.
You must all come.
Uncle, where is the guy who came in with me?
You fainted so you don't know.
He went to fight in your place.
Fight?
When North Korean militants come here, the superintendent here will make them fight the local police.
If he wins, they'll let you go.
He went only when all the terms were agreed.
Seeing that they are still cheering, he's not been killed yet.
This foolish love will not come again
Feelings regret, but this is not a reason for tears
try to hang on to even a tiny lingering, just leave
Gang Ho.
Because this love is insignificant to you (forgive me)
try to hang on to even a tiny lingering, just leave, forgive me
This will be the last time my tears will flow
Although I almost went mad thinking of you
I will erase everything, in a distant place
Gang Ho, Gang Ho.
Oh Gang Ho!
Let go, let me go!
Gang Ho!
Tell them not to beat him, he's not from the military.
I'm the militant from the North Korea People's Republic.
I'm the one!
You're up next.
Continue!
Oh Gang Ho.
Comrade Lieutenant, stop fighting.
I said stop!
I did it out of my own will, I chose this myself!
Let me be the one to fight.
I'll fight, just leave my Comrade Lieutenant alone!
Comrade Lieutenant, I can't be receiving help all the time,
This thing, let me settle it.
Gang Ho, just remember one thing.
Someone like you who saves lives, there's a spot,
A spot where you will never hit, even unconsciously.
Hit that spot.
Otherwise, you will not win.
Gang Ho, Gang Ho!
Oh Gang Ho!
Beat them up then throw them into solitary confinement.
Get up, answer me, Oh Gang Ho.
Don't hit my brother, my brother.
Don't hit my brother.
Gang Ho, Oh Gang Ho, Oh Gang Ho.
The biopsy result is out.
The stellate* cell tumor is in the same spot as 7 years ago,
astrocytoma: a tumor at astrocyte, one of cells which support brain cell.
What stage is it?
WHO grade 3. (*WHO-categorized grades 1-initial to 4-advanced)
Are you sure it hasn't developed to stage 4?
Yes, you can see from diagram, the position of the tumor,
It's at the left frontal cerebral, the tumor edema* is near the precentral gyrus**.
(*swelling **a fold in brain tissue closely linked to motor skills)
If I did the surgery, I might not be able to return to normal, correct?
The rate of deterioration of the tumor is faster than imagined.
Do you want to do the surgery or chemotherapy treatment?
Can you please give me some time?
[Kim Seo Yeon]
It's me.
It's Seo Yeon, oppa.
I think we can find Cho In soon, I've found out where he might be.
Hyung,
Gang Chul hyung.
Thank you.
Lee Cho In's body has been found and will be shipped here in 4 days.
If the board meeting is held after that, then the game is over.
It's mum.
Mother, I've found Cho In.
What?
I've found out where he is and I'm on my way there now.
I'll call you when I get back.
What is going on? Why is Cho In still alive?
What?
Now, Sun Woo is on his way to see Cho In.
Lee Cho In is still alive!
How did she find out?
It seems someone reported to Ms Kim Seo Yeon directly.
We looked for news from the TV station and local police,
But still no reply.
Where's Kim Seo Yeon?
She's waiting for you over there.
Kim Seo Yeon, I don't have much time left.
We'll leave in 10 minutes.
Seo Yeon, I have something to tell you.
Can you listen to me?
If it's about 7 years ago then you don't have to tell me.
I heard about it from Jung Min.
Are you alright now?
Yes, I've fully recovered.
Then that's good. It's good that you're well now.
It's great. Otherwise I'd be rather worried.
Back then, if I'd come back at that time,
If I had told you everything then we....
No, oppa,
Let's not bring up the past and hurt each other.
Let's go together and look for Cho In now.
Once Cho In is back, everything will be settled.
Yes, so long as Cho In is back.
Cho In's coming back.
It's me, mother.
Sun Woo, where are you now? Have you found Cho In already?
No, I'm just going now.
Once we meet and everything checks out then....
No, Sun Woo, listen to me.
Listen to what I say.
Sun Woo, you mustn't find Cho In, don't ever!
What do you mean, mother?
The rights to the Neurology Center is all taken by Cho In.
What did you say?
President Lee Jong Min, your father,
He transferred all the rights of the Neurology Center to Cho In.
Sun Woo, you mustn't find Cho In.
If Cho In comes back, not just the Neurology Center but everything will be gone.
Where are you now? I'll send you the fax now.
You see it with your own eyes.
After you've seen it yourself then you decide whether to look for Cho In.
I understand.
I, Lee Jong Min,
All the rights to the Emergency Center of Bosung Hospital,
I will transfer it all to my son, Lee Cho In.
Don't be there, Lee Cho In.
Don't be there.
I might just kill you.
What's wrong, oppa?
Is everyone here?
Are these the only ones?
Yes.
This can't be. Someone told me he'd be here.
Someone told me he's be sent here.
Ms Kim Seo Yeon,
No, don't tell me he isn't here.
He must be here.
Here,
Take a close look, take a good look.
Look at this, this man is called Lee Cho In.
Look at his face.
Haven't you seen him?
Please take a good look.
Look, take a good look.
This man is called Lee Cho In, have you seen him?
Haven't you seen him? Take a look.
Haven't you seen this man?
I have other photos of Cho In.
Why? Why aren't you saying anything? Why?
My Cho In was sent here, wasn't he?
Seo Yeon, I'll keep looking.
It's alright with me
You calm yourself down.
If he's not here, then where else can I look?
What if he just disappeared like this?
Oppa, you should be able to find him.
If you looked, you'd sure to be able to find him, right?
Why is everyone treating me like this?
Please, don't do this to me.
Seo Yeon,
Seo Yeon, Seo Yeon, Seo Yeon, Kim Seo Yeon.
Where is the medical room?
Even in pain
Even if it hurts to death
For your sake I will live on
Those words even deeper than love
Is you
Like a habit
Those words that hang on my lips
Let me, in front of you
Those words that make me a fool
Let me be able to say to you
So long as I can be by your side
Words that say I'm already happy to bring you smiles
Open up.
What are you doing?
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